Wonderful Days

Yo ho minna-san. I don’t usually greet in Japanese but hey! Feeling cherry right now even though I have a nasty cough D: Am disappointed in some areas of my school marks because their not up to standard.

I’m dropping I.T (Information Technology) for CAT (Computer Advance Training). I sure hope my teacher won’t give me hassel about it. Seems like I’m rather bad at Math these days for no apparent reason. . . Science might be a hassel too @_@ Hmmm, a change is needed other wise I’m going to fail. Ha…

But on the other hand, I got accept into the AFS culture exchange student program Which means I’ll be able to study in USA instead of here. Happy and slightly sad about having to leave South Africa and all my friends as well as family.  I hope to come back one day…

Last thing before I pop off and go nuts with pictures from my dad’s stock, Happy Anniversary. ;D Its a secret.

I cannot believe all my hard work as pretty much for nothing. I finally managed to weight myself today and guess what? I am exactly the same weight as I started off with. How in the world…? I just refuse to believe it. But whatever. I played DDR for around an hour today, my feet hurt. I’ve decided on giving today off as my “non-diet day”. Why? Because I’m sick of starving and depriving myself from my favourite foods. Tomorrow is a new day. A new and much stricter day. Then again, why am I so desparately trying to lose weight? I have no idea. … Shouldn’t I just be happy with who I am and be who I want to be? Bull. Give me anyone woman/girl who says their happy with EVERYTHING on them, then God’s been rather unfair. Just for once, i really want to know what its like to be THIN. No stick like, but thin. I guess people call me tiny, petite and cute. But I KNOW for a fact I’m on the chubbier side. I’m not fat, not big in fact but i’ve got chubby cheeks, gigantic hips, enormous thighs and lastly a flabbier tummy than you could imagine. D:Maybe this is just one of my fat days. T_T I am so going back to my sit ups.

Nationals for karate are coming. Oh goodness, I’m afraid. I don’t think I’ll make it. Prehaps I just won’t go.

Day 1

Yes, yes, I am dieting. Again. God, I don’t know how many times I’ve tried so far… but failed. I hate it. Anyways! Today is day one of the diet. It went… horribly. I read the master cleanse diet, was going to try it out but it didn’t work. I ended up eating some lays in the end. GAH! Shyyte. <<;;

Food: Lemonade, Cupcake, Lays and one chicken nuggest.

Day 2

Saturday being the hardest day to diet makes it all the worse. Wondering why? Well, today I went to my school’s fund raising golf kart day. Of course it being a fun raiser, they’ll sell all sorts of food. One of my favorites: borewors rolls and chips stix. Fortunately, I was able to resist the borewors rolls but had a few chips from a friend who so “kindly” offered. Mission failed. Again. But the worst was yet to come, After being tempted with food, I had some fritos in the movies. D: When will this end? Oh no, it doesn’t end says my mental state of hunger… My uncle cooks the nicest smelling food that day… So I ate dinner.

Food: Lemonade, water, 1/4 sandwich, 3 pieces of chips stix, 1 packet of fritos, 1/3 bowel of rice with beef, tofu and some potatoe strips.

Day 3

Sunday. Slightly easier day, I read a little more about the Master Cleanse Diet. Some said it worked and others argued that it did not. I’ve been good until… my mother came a long with spring rolls. Oh yum yum yum. So I ate 4 spring rolls. D: That’s it tomorrow is Monday. I will NOT fail Monday. @_@;;

Food: -Bugger it- I ate dinner at night again. >__<;;

Day 4

Monday. At school all is going well so far. I made my lemonade, went to school~ Ate 2 cereal bars (I don’t actually want to fast but rather eat less). I had to walk home to fetch my racket to play squash and then all the way back again since my dad couldn’t take me today. Oh well. Anyhow! Feeling tired… Ate an apple. Drank some more lemonade. I hate the fact that I’m at home and there’s TONS of food at home right now. Grrr… I’ll make sure to weigh myself tomorrow morning.

Food so far: Lemonade, 2 cereal bars, 1 apple, 1/6 chicken pancake thing, Rice with some veggies.

Day 5 -A somewhat failed day

I had forgotten to weigh myself today. Or rather, my dad took too long in the shower and I couldn’t go it before heading off to school. Damnit. D: I did however get a chance to measure myself. Everything besides my tummy has stayed pretty much the same. Tummy droped 1.5 inches. But anyways. Feeling a slightly more energetic today. I had a chocolate muffin too~ After my energy just sored sky high. An apple in the morning with some tea felt good~ but I bought a special K bar along with me just in case. Well, I ate it. After school, I had some salad, went straight to karate. After I got home again was when the trouble really started. I had 3 samoosa’s and some peanuts. Then after feeling a bit hungry again, one more special K bar. As I look back, I wish I had properly follwed the diet because by now I would have lost a lot of weight/fat already. Siigh and would be half way through it. Geez. I’m a failure.

Food: 1 apple, 1 chocolate muffin, 2 specail K bars, Salad, Peanuts, 3 small samoosas and of course, water/lemonade.